Something I wrote in my Journal on thursday.

I cannot get away from the ridiculousness of the Gospel. It’s something I cannot shake. It haunts me. I feel like any true believer with a new regenerated heart should be ever baffled by the absurdity of the sacifice of a spotless high priest for those who were enemies to him. For a good man someone might die but would you die for him that caused your pain?  Would you seek to save him that called for your blood?

O to grace how great a debtor
Daily I’m constrained to be!
Let Thy goodness, like a fetter,
Bind my wandering heart to Thee.